In almost every aspect of my life I feel like I’m just on the outside looking in. Like I’m just watching everything happen and I don’t really belong anywhere. I hang out with people but I don’t feel like I belong with any of them. I go places and I feel out of place. I feel like I have no direction or motivation or anything that keeps me going. I feel like I’m just getting through every day miserably with nothing to look forward to and I don’t know why. I don’t know where I’m going.
Nothing makes you realize how truly alone you are like being awake for two days straight on a shitty comedown with nobody to talk to
Awake & overthinking